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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

The worst thing that can happen to me is to let me wait....for nothing.

Today , been chasing for an ans abt something for a billion zillon years. The customer svc gave me a same reply.

I mean... I hate waiting.

God told me to wait, just wait. A reply that can just make me cry!

If u might not known, yes, I am in a bad mood !
This is somehing that I have to know b4 I can move on in other decision.

I have to wait for a few days more ,now I realised that been a loan shark not easy
wor . NOT EASY!
U c, I have a job now like a loan shark sounds alike. I am a 'loan shark ' that chase after ppl from the other country(imagine the language barrier) for 'infomation' and 'relay them an imp info'.I am an investigator associate indeed.
I felt like crying today !

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

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Friday, June 09, 2006

From : Jenny Lowell
Sent : Friday, June 9, 2006 6:18 AM
To : Siew Hui
Subject : Re: for my friends...

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Hey Val,
That's cool you are back in Singapore. The only thing that is bad is you never came to visit us in Chicago. Maybe some day in the future you can come. I have no clue what I am going to do next. I was thinking about going back to graduate school, but I had a hard time getting in. So, now I am not sure. I need to do something that makes a little bit more money, but I just can't figure it out. I haven't heard from Al lately. It's like he's dropped off the face of the earth. He sent me a C.D. with Spanish music on it in the mail and that's the last I heard from him. I know he was planning on going to Brazil with his brother, but I don't know if he ever did it. Well, it was great hearing from you. Keep in touch because I missed hearing from you. It's been too long since we wrote each other. I hope everything goes well for you. Good luck! Talk to you soon.

Jenny

Siew Hui wrote:

HI JENNY!

I am fine here in hot tropical Singapore . I have not heard from you for a
long time too and I do missed u !
I had left the cruise months ago and I am thinking of not going back
actually or maybe I will go back one day ..
I have a similar life change too , I really dun know wat to do for my life
.. it is kind of like a cross road..
Have u email AL ? I have ,he seems not replying ....???

Will tell him u write to me soon ..

So wat are u planning to do next ?

Val

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My god , jenny reply goes ..."I was thinking about going back to graduate school, but I had a hard time getting in. So, now I am not sure. I need to do something that makes a little bit more money, but I just can't figure it out."

DOES IT SOUNDS LIKE ME ?

it kinds of irony (again) that it is like a same prob face by people who lived in diff location , skin , hair (her's blond and mine black), eye color(yeah her's blue mine brown). We are the same under diff skin.

This is wat I have learnt.

Anyway , AL sure have a way to woo after a gorgeous gal. HEHEHE :X Dammit, that time he even told me that he is too shy ! He goes.. " Jenny likes me ? Imposssible !"
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gonna slp . I shall dream abt making more $$$. Mb I wake up the next morning I know how .. hehe

Well , yesterday , i dreamt someone killing my dear rabbit by throwing down the flat!

shoo that evil dream !!!!!!

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Thursday, June 08, 2006

Jenny Lowell email me today !how lovely..

My ex guest contact me and tell me she missed me a lot ! Irony , she has just juz left her job (she is also a bio graduate , working in a bio company ). my god , I do believe science geeks do click wif each other.

She told me she's at cross road and dun know wat to do for her life , isn't sounds like me !! haha
She mentioned abt AL , the south America guy .
So how does we know each other ,,,, keke it is a funny incident .. worth sharing wif u guys .. I shall blog the story sometime.

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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

BAck to office again !
This is how I am feeling now , pls look at Mr chow yun fatt below, he 's the best , he understand my feeling ..

It is kind of like been running around like headless chicken then now am in a semi retirement ...
Kind of like staying in a chair equal to laying in coffin !!
Fortunately , this means that I have time to do the things that I like, like meeting up wif friends blogging long story blog and cooking . It could be reading and preparing myself for next overseas challenges.

Wat I really like to do is to get couple of scrap book,cut and paste some of my pics on it . Decorate it with gritters and stickers, write some funny stuff and thoughts on it . I have a lot of pics taken and these .. have thousands words!

Being eating SOPs this week (yes and I thought I had tossed my lectures note to the darkest corner of my house and never never haunt me again ), I hope they can throw me some work soon !
I am going back to read my clinical management again. I rem in poly days I have a project on that and it kind of like "pls gimme a shot in my head instead".
A clinical trial revenge indeed.

I meet lots of office staff who is down under graduates! one from NSW and other from Queenland.

One of them told me that degree and diploma holder do SIMILAR JOB but DIFFERENT PAYCHECK! And yeah she is rite !!!!

it 's really frustrating tik abt it when i have not even a step towards further studies !!!They really made me thik about pursuing my degree soon !
To me a degree is like a goal .
This goal is like a swing around coz it is tempting not to pursue it after being around in rat race for sometimes. The challenge is ... not to be unfocus !

Will visit sunita in melbourne one day

I thik about it !

Anyway , I am enjoying my work in Quintiles really. I will have time ans my lotus email and curse them like wat I do in HSA that I cursed the sponsors(irony, now I will curse the investigators)
I think my colleagues is lovely and as I sat at my desk for the 2nd day , time passes fast than I thought.
Despite that , I will enjoy my time lst and do hope in the 2 mths time will come and I will go and pursue my passion.
The admin asst behind me is lovely too. Somehow she remind me of myself abt 2 years back . coz there is where I started .
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Bought 5 chinese books (yes, I am surprise too )and a big poster abt the words of His Lord. The words is a big encouragement to me . I will blog the words soon.

it is time to start a new blog and put some pictures. This blog get too much of letters.

Will update soon .

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

I don't think I know what I am doing keke

I guess God wants to train my patient. A TOUGH training !

4 night continously = working =no sleep =want to die!!!!!

alright 2nite is one last night !

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